Sorry to the one love me

i am sorry to her( ky) cuz i date with her while i still have alot of problem inside my heart. Maybe i am the one who should blame. Maybe i am the one make her do something like this to me. I always think i do the best thing to her while i am doing nothing. I wan to thank to a stranges from 5I who told me that what i do is wrong....... i cant take other ppl love to cover the hole in my heart. i am the one overacting on what i do to her.........i wish i can be with her after i recover

What am i really wan ?

I dunno what happen to me..... everytime i chase a girl two question come to me. Am i really love that girl ? she is a replacement for what i lost ? I need someone to help me with it......... i cant deal with it alone. Is it because i still love j.j or other thing. someone pls help me

Someone has wake me up!!!

A girl i meet not long time ago or i can say i just a few day just wake me up from my dream...... she is so powerful. She even change me from a worm to a bird(lazy to hardworking). She is a pretty girl name chu ting and i think i fallen in love with her. She just tell me that she wan to go to singapore for her study and i promise her without thinking. I promise her i will go to singapore with her..... and i have to keep my promise and work hard for her. i will married her one day and this is for sure.

Wonderful nigthmare

After our relation end, i was so scare to face the reality. i gave me so much pain then before and i don't know what is this happening. I try to forget everything but i cant. I still miss all those happy moment with her. I guess i am not so brave like i say when facing this thing. I will stay inside my dream as a escape from those pain. Maybe i will sleep forever or maybe i will be awake by a chance that she gave me. This dream may be a wonderful dream because every this is so perfect or this is a nightmare for me running from reality. Can you tell me what is this ?

Endless Pain

My sweet happy love end on that day we go out watch movie. All this happen because of my foolish and rudeness. I wan her come back to me. I call her but she not answer and i even went to her house just to meet her. But nothing change, she cant forget the thing i done........ all my wrong make this relation end. I think i can ask for many but a chance for me to make i correct. She gave me another chance but that time i really cant forgive myself so i did not take that chance. When i wan her back to me again...... everything is too late. Sometime i think how foolish i am to do such thing......... we can still very happy if those thing does not happen. Now i wan her come back to me but everything is too late.

White Love

I have a girlfriend just before the school holiday and the girl is the one i love all this time. we are so happy starting and we go out together. This is some kind of dream come true to me. we go watch movie and do many thing that a couple do. I still can remember the feeling holding her hand ...... holding a small and soft hand. She even hold my arm and hold it tight to her. This feeling is so good and it make me feel so comfortable. I just sms and msn with her for awhile but i feel that i will live with her forever. She even talk about our future and born many child for me haha......... i really so happy all this time with her. BUT ALL THIS END ON THAT DAY

funny thing

Something very funny happen today. This morning i waken up by some knocking door sound and i guess must be someone calling me. i open the door and find out the sound is come out from my sis room beside my room. I ask him what is happening and she say her door cant be open. i ask her dont look the door when i try to open it but she say she dint. i try to open it with many ways but not open. When my mom try almost every way she know but the door still not open that make me smile. My sis have a urgent want to go to the toilet while the door is still lock. Haha that really funny when she cry out that she wan the toilet. We knock down the look and then my mom call my father for help. My dad say use a sharp thing and put it in to a hole below the look from inside. But one thing make me smile is my mom dunno how to say it. She say put the thing inside the hole under it. Haha that look like fucking. At last we use a screw driver to break the look and it open. She rush to the toilet without looking at the door lock with have been destroy.